august

8 - 11: wilted flower emoji
listening	trueanon ep 548, interview with jasper craven, author of 'god forgives, brothers dont' which i feel like i want to read now. really interesting episode more slayyyter! learned recently that someone i went to high school with is on her management team so that's kinda cool. small world etc. shakin my ass and so on. starfucker giftmord (ikkimel), thanks german friend from discord. in my head this is what they are playing in all the german clubs fossils (thao); this one may be an instagram ad special? don't remember, but i like the bass line. pngjpeg's heinrix playlist! really good! i have not played rogue trader yet but i forsee it happening (if i can get my puter to run it). love a sad wet rag of a man what can i say
reading	finished iwtv, reading the vampire lestat now. fun! i do think i understand the tv show choices even less now A 50-year Trekkie bestows Star Trek history upon the next generation: How fandom and fanfiction sparked the galaxy’s most controversial romance (alyssa smith); what it says on the tin. nice writeup on some of the history of it all
watching	grian and mumbojumbo hermitcraft youtube atla! ive seen a lot of random episodes but never watched the whole thing through in order. so that's what my friend and i are doing! we're in s2 now.
playing	fallow
making	rotating the night at the opera/tvl amv in my brain. some collaging stuff! pimped out the notebook that i'm using as a planner/tdl right now, and collaged a postcrossing card to someone who says that they appreciate handmade cards! i did SO much cyanotyping. there is a small astro conference on campus this week and my friend decided she wanted to custom print 50 tote bags using cyanotype and, well, who am i not to help out? no pics but sooo much cyanotyping. really fun. so we did the bags using her templates for designs but also we did some for fun (including one where we put our feet on the paper and touched big toes. but no free feet on tumblr.) acorn jar mk ii a few other things; finally finishing up the binding stitch on the needlepoint project from earlier this year. i have been so crafty and busy since going off my meds. this could mean anything
eating	my go-to orzo salad for potluck on friday, and the go-to pork cabbage over rice for a few days made something without a recipe !?!?!?! steamed some frozen farmers market sausage in homemade chicken broth til it was thawed and mostly cooked, sliced it and tossed it back in the pan to finish cooking with some diced eggplant, cherry tomatoes, canned diced tomatoes from the freezer, garlic, misc spices, etc. really yummy. will want to brown the sausage next time a little more. had with leftover orzo salad
misc	sorry for break.....i forgor.......anyways i went off the welbutrin and i think it has made switching from task to task easier, but the focus on the tasks themselves are uhhh struggling. anyways i pick up a baby adhd med tomorrow wish me luck

8 - 26: really halfhearted one
listening	new mountain goats album 'days', fav track shallow grave. i also like woodstock '99 but mainly because it reminds me of my dad lmfao (he tried and failed to go to the og woodstock (failed as in got lost on the way there and just ended up camping in the woods in a random place with a buddy)). alright album, didn't stick in my head
reading	finished the vampire lestat and queen of the damned! lots of thoughts. mainly i do think the akasha stuff is kinda uhhh. hmm. like i am fascinated by how the narrative treats her plan of 'kill all men and it will make earth a woman paradise because women are naturally peaceful' as, like, 'it's bad to do that because killing that many people is wrong' but does seem to actually treat the assertion of 'women are naturally peaceful' as...true?? like girl, cmon, when this was written was also the height of margaret thatcher, be so for real, yknow? reading neuromancer still. gibson sure is a guy who doesn't know that women are people huh. the treatment of molly as a character is bizarre and boring to me.
watching	grian and mumbo jumbo on hermitcraft tor's cabinet of curiosities on english currency
playing	fallow
making	eugh. eughhhhh. largely fallow. i have a lidded jar that will hopefully finally be big enough for coffee grounds waiting to be trimmed in my cubby.
eating	brought some sourdough chips home w me and rehydrated! made a focaccia. no pics sorry
misc	depressed. thumbs up emoji cowboy emoji gun emoji.

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