have not been very productive this week so far unfortunately. augh. partly probably because of stress re: this friend conversation, which did end up going exactly as i anticipated, essentially we made out a few times our last semester before covid hit and apparently he caught feelings and just never told me (or was also in denial? unclear) and just needed to get it off his chest for closure. so. it was fine we’re definitely still friends but i also, on one hand, am like the Fucking Audacity of this Man after he essentially stopped talking to me when covid hit and i just assumed he just. didn’t want to be my friend any more. and that stung! so. whatever. i think this came up because i casually mentioned i have a partner at one point when we were discussing getting some undergrad friends together and he was like ah. and i was like . hm. ok. so that’s over with at least. sorry homie
other than that gym has been good…..getting swole etc……..gonna be more productive the rest of this week re: work studying etc. especially now that i have a set date for my quantum midterm.
